Graduation is almost here. People are starting not to care about their school work. Me being one of them. I am starting to slip on the work and tests and skipping classes. But I need to stop and I need to get focuses for the final stretch of school. Pre-test de-stress day is coming up soon. This is a day when we have only a couple classes in the morning and we get the rest of the day to play games and go out side and eat and watch movies and mess around. Basically a day before finals start to relax and not have to worry about school. Then on the 3rd of June the seniors are going to seabreeze for our senior picnic, which is an amusement park. Then on the same night is our senior ball. It's going to be a fun day. Today is also me and my boyfriend's one year and three month anniversary today. We haven't gotten in any big fights ever and we have never broken up. He is truly amazing and I love him with all my heart. I don't know what I would do with out him and I am glad that I am going to spend the rest of my life with him. It's been a good day so far and I can't wait until the school year is over. I have also recieved a dollars for scholars scholarship. It's worth $500 for the school year. So I am excited about that.

When I graduate I am going to live in an apartment where everyone drinks all the g-damn time and they never stop...how am I going to study and keep up with school work with a bunch of party-ers....if anyone has been through this situation then please let me know how I can fix/avoid/work around the mess I will be getting into...Thanks so much.

I was born 18 years ago today. So far this day sucks. I didn't get anything for my birthday and I am stuck in school. I think I am getting flowers later today in school from my boyfriend though. I am going out to dinner with my family but I am not doing anything else. OH welll....so much for having a "happy birthday".....Well I hope all goes well.

until my 18th birthday. i am so excited. How much fun is it going to be to be 18 years old. so many more oppertunities to do things that only 18 and over can do!!! yeah!!!!

there was a girl murdered on the CCC campus where i will be attending college next year. her boyfriend killed her on a nature trail. I am really scared to go there next year but I already have my papers in and paid for everything. So I really have to watch my back next year. I am afraid because it is hitting really close to home once again. This girl that died was still in highschool and her boyfriend went to CCC..she was only 17 years old. How upsetting...I know. But what has life really turned into? A life of jelousy? I hope that everyone reflects on this situation.


On the other hand...My cousins baby has roto-disease whatever the hell that is. He is really sick and no one can seem to do anything for him. He drinks fluids and keeps them down but as soon as you try to give him medicine for a fever he throws it up. his stool is like water and hasn't gotten better. he cries all the time. he's only 2 years old. i feel really bad for him b/c he is in such distress. Does anybody know about this childhood disease?
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